74

Someday these things that hunt us will be memories

and we will not look back on them fondly

But maybe we'll be proud that we made it

So let that be our promise

73

I don't like myself as a person

I despise the way I am

Chained up in my own prison

Threw the key don't know where

These things that I can't say

'cause I don't understand

how can I feel so lonely

When you're holding my hand

Why can't I find a reason?

A wish to be someone new

Why am I so stupid

I really hate me

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 When I push you away

most times

I don't do it on purpose

I'm just trying to stay

in my mind

level-headed and focused

'Cause it hurts to exist

every day

with these feelings that choke me

If I could just be free

someway

then I would let you love me