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It's sad how we're slowly fading apart. 
Do you think we saw this coming? Do you think last year when we promised to stay together as one we knew this would happen? I think maybe we did. The possiblity was always there. Maybe we didn't want to look at it straight in the face and pretended that there was nothing that could possibly go wrong. And now look at us. Well, look at you. And then look at me. Because there barely isn't something we can call "us" anymore. 
It all happened without us noticing. Or maybe we noticed. I think I noticed. And I guess I could say that it all went by so fast that before we could stop to think we were already so far from each other... It's not like we built walls between, is just that they rose by themselves and we didn't fight to bring them down. Why didn't we? Perhaps we didn't wish to. Perhaps we were too tired to try. 
Are you doing okay? I feel you so far away from us now. Like you're no longer home. Like you're just someone I used to know. Don't you find it just plain sad?
We can't go back. I've changed. You've changed. We're not who we were last year anymore. Everything has changed and you've decided that we're not the thing you want anymore. And I guess I've decided that you're not the thing I wanna know anymore.




(previously posted on April 28th, 2012)