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I got caught up on something.
Something that gave me a little bit of light. And trust me, I need as much light as I can get.
It was fun. It made me forget, for a second. And I loved it, I loved laughing with it, playing with it. Creating new things just for the pure pleasure of doing it. Without obligations. Without expectations. Just doing it for the sake of doing it. Because for the first time in a long time I actually felt like doing it.
It's weird and I don't even know if it will happen again. All I know was that I needed it and I was so glad that I was able to loosen up a little bit and let go of everything that's taking over me lately that I would have never stopped.
But I did. And I'm not sad nor depressed. It gave me strenght, something I've been needing for weeks. They say it's the little things that matter. I guess they're right.
The smaller ray of light can still guide you trough the darkness.




(previously posted on June 7th, 2012)