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I need to breathe, beacause I'm choking.
Everything is coming down on me, like a big black shadow taking every piece of light I have left.
I'm stressed and I'm tired. And I have way too many things to do and way too little time and spirits to do them that just the thought of it makes me anxious, and suffocates me.
I need to breathe fully, openly. I need to fill my lungs until they burn, I need to feel freedom in every breath I take, whereas right now, all I get are chains. Circling my body from within, trapping me. 
I can't have any of it, not yet. And I need it so much I feel like crying at the thought of it. I feel like crying because I need to breathe, I want to breathe so badly that I feel like breaking down. 
I'm on the verge. And it's eather I find the strenght to breathe again or I just simply... fall.






(previously posted on June 5th, 2012)